My father left for poland about 2 weeks ago and he left the apartment to me and tracy. We hosted a couple parties. They were fun.
Lots of drinking and good times.
Lots of hanging out with good friends.
Filipino Parade then coney island afterwards.
Hookah bars and dancing.
Hester's death.
Drunken text messages confessing to crushes.
Couples breaking up.
Friends hooking up and then never speaking again afterwards.
Crying and emotions.
Realizations and heartbreaks.
I don't know what I would do without some people. My old friends who have been there through everything. My new friends who are there for me now. My roommate who couldnt be more awesome then she already is.
I've gone through self revelations. I'm changing the one thing I hate about myself. And it's not that I hate it really. It just causes me and others pain that could be avoided. And it's ironic when I decide to change this, others revert back to it. The irony is even greater that one person is the person that I'm interested in.
I'm not going to let it get to me though. I plan to stay indifferent. The more I stay indifferent, the less i'll get hurt in the end. And I know I will be hurt either way, because of what has been said to me and to others already. But I've gotten through worse already, and I can definitely get through this.
Amazing Rain
-The Basement (aka tracy and sara :P )
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D G
Rainy days keep all away.
D C
And while all's away, we'll come out to play.
G D
Scream our lungs dry and take our time.
A C
We'll get kicked out for breaking all the rules.
D C
And since we act like kids, we'll get treated like kids at school.
D G
We'll drive to the beaches.
D C
The sand too cold to bear.
A C
So let's sit on the dock and drink ourselves warm.
D Am C
But i'll take my chances with the cold.
Grit my teeth and bear my soul.
Walk away and turn my back to the rest.
Sit down and pull my knees to my chest.
Stare out at the dark empty sea.
But really I can see all that's around me.
To my left and to my right
I see fog covering the piers and boardwalks
Their light tries to break through the fog
Creating a ghost world hovering in the smog.
My eyes are fixed on the sand.
I ache to see your shadow coming to haunt me.
Every change of light makes my heart race
But you didn't walk over to the ocean
You didn't come over to me.
You stayed with all of our friends
I guess that bottle was better company.
We make our way back to our blinding city lights
The whole car's asleep
Besides us singing with out hearts
Em
And then I looked at you.
D
To read your eyes.
Em
You took them off the road
D
But for just one second
C
And in that second you told me
Bm
But I didn't know what you said
Em
Everything we had or was nothing at all?
D
And on that rainy day.
G
While all's away.
D
We went out to play.
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