10.19.2009

It's All For A Reason

Trade Wide-Eyed Browns for Baby Blues,
I've loved everything about you that hurts,
So let me see your moves,
Let me see your moves,
Things aren't the same anymore
I know I'm not supposed to love you
I'm not supposed to love you -G.I.N.A.S.F.S.
I speak fast and I'm not gonna repeat myself, no
So listen carefully to every word I say
When I said that I'd return to you I meant more like a relapse -It's hard to say I do when I don't
What have I gotten into this time around
I know that I had sworn I'd never trust
anyone again but I didn't have to
You had me at hello.
I've never seen a smile that can light the room like yours
It's simply radiant, I feel more with everyday that goes by
I watch the clock to make my timing just right -You had me at hello

That first step that you took was the worst.
Since then you've walked a thousand miles in solace and short remark,
And I still have these memories,
But will never see what we could have been.
Remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now?
Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go?
Remember, cause that's all you can do.
We'll never make another memory,
You said they were,
What happened?
You were a priority,
Was I an option?
So, we'll go our own ways,
And hopefully you'll remember these things I've told you,
Hopefully you'll understand that everything I said is in sincerity.
A broken heart is not what I wanted from this,
But I guess I've learned from it.
But aren't you supposed to learn from your mistakes?
I don't consider this a mistake,
I just wish the story didn't end this way. -A Year From Now
Here we stand again
Another day has passed us
With its lack of change
And all we have is what we share
And all we want is someone else to be there
And if the sun will set tonight
Hold our secrets up to the sky
It's hard to get to understand
When our own lives are in our hands
And don't stop when you've never been closer
Just 'cause you don't know what matters most
The way won't always be so clearly right in front of us -Here We Stand
And you wanna camp out and I wanna fuck around
In the dark
In the dark -Camp Out
what made you hesitate
to tell me with words what you really feel?
i can see it in your eyes you mean all of what you say
only time will tell
time will turn and tell
could've been lovers but at least you're still my day late friend
can't help but entertain these thoughts
thoughts of us together - A Day Late
Let me tell you how its been these 2 weeks have been a living hell
Overcoming the fact that this would never be
(Dont tell me it was that easy)
To give up on something that you never fought for - Assurance Closure

After all the fights are over, we're just another day older
I've been going on weeks without sleep
And God, I might need another drink before
the night runs out
Before we all wind down
Before the night runs out
Before we all unwind - Operator
We've got each other figured out
So what do we do here? -Love me honestly
Thrilling to know
There is no control
She's got the soul of poet
And the fire of a bullet
She is what she is
Nothing less or unspoken
She don't love you no more
She's in love with a motive, yeah- Love with a motive
But I know in the end this will turn out wrong
See I've been known to fall in love
But sometimes love just is not enough
And my heart will stray
Before too long
So please forgive me when I sing this song- Forgive me
At least this I'll admit
For what I've done, I am not proud
But there's no need to pretend, no need for innocence
I've got to be honest now
My verdict has come in,
It says I'm guilty for my sins this time.
I thought I could escape,
But then I finally felt the weight,
Of my crimes.
It's passion, it's not love,
Infatuation never ends up right.
At least I won't be alone tonight.
'Cuz I don't want to be alone tonight -Confessions
So here's to living life miserable.
And here's to all the lonely stories that I've told.
Maybe drinking wine will validate my sorrow.
Every girl needs a muse and mine could be the bottle. -The Death of Me
How do I end up this way
A constant knot in my gut
Tied with uncertainty and with lust
A classic case I suppose
A haunted girl who can't out run her ghosts
They're in my skin and my bones - Constant knot
And I'm afraid that I have already lost you - In The Water, I Am Beautiful
And I can still remember, you know I can still hear your voice, your voice.
Although your silence, your silence still rings so clear.
And do you think, and do you think I would call
just to hear you breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe?
You always knew, you always knew that just one word would dry up all my tears. -Sam Malone


Give Me Danger

Two in a blackened room

my best friend my girl friend in one bedroom.

I found out cause I was bound to.

I can't believe what you did. I trusted you two.

Now I'm just standing here.

I can't help but hear the mess you're into.

My ears burn. My head can't stop.

I'm turning round, round, round ...


"Ut oh," she said "Is he home early?"

"Who what," he said. "Now what was that?"

"Oh no. You better run away.

Your best friend's back."

"Ut oh," she said, "Is he home early?"

"Who what," he said. "Now what was that?"

"Oh no. You better run away.

Your best friend's back."


It feels so good when we know that our love is wrong

or when we try to go where we don't belong.

Give me danger. Give me danger.

Danger ... Danger ... Give me danger.


It feels so good when we know that our love is wrong

Let's go one last time and then I'm gone.

Give me danger. Give me danger.

Danger ... Danger ... Give me danger.


It feels so good ... We know that it's so...


Just standing here.

I can't help but hear the mess you're into.

In a blackened room

my best friend my girl friend in one bedroom.

My ears burn. My head can't stop.

I'm turning round, round, round ...

I found out cause I was bound to.

I can't believe what you did. I trusted you.


"Ut oh," she said "Is he home early?"

"Who what," he said. "Now what was that?"

"Oh no. You better run away.

Your best friend's back."

"Ut oh," she said, "Is he home early?"

"Who what," he said. "Now what was that?"

"Oh no. You better run away.

Your best friend's back."


It feels so good when we know that our love is wrong.

or when we try to go where we don't belong.

Give me danger. Give me danger.

Danger ... Danger ... Give me danger.


It feels so good when we know that our love is wrong.

Let's go one last time and then I'm gone.

Give me danger. Give me danger.

Danger ... Danger ... Give me danger.


TEAR YOU APART

Got a big plan, his mind's set, maybe it's right
At the right place and right time, maybe tonight
In a whisper or handshake sending a sign
Wanna make out and kiss hard, wait never mind

Late night, in passing, mention it flip to her
Best friend, it's no thing, maybe it slipped
but the slip turns to terror and a crush to like
when she walked in he froze up, leave it to fright

It's cute in a way, till you cannot speak
And you leave to have a cigarette, knees get weak
escape was just a nod and a casual wave
Obsess about it, heavy for the next two days

It's only just a crush, it'll go away
It's just like all the others it'll go away
Or maybe this is danger and you just don't know
You pray it all away but it continues to grow

I want to hold you close
Skin pressed against me tight
Lie still, and close your eyes girl
So lovely, it feels so right

I want to hold you close
Soft breath, beating heart
As I whisper in your ear
I want to fucking tear you apart

Then he walked up and told her, thinking maybe it'd pass
And they talked and looked away a lot, doing the dance
Her hand brushed up against his, she left it there
Told him how she felt and then they locked in a stare

They took a step back, thought about it, what should they do
Cause theres always repercussions.
But their lips met, and reservations started to pass
Whether this was just an evening or a thing that would last

Either way he wanted her and this was bad
Wanted to do things to her it was making him crazy
Now a little crush turned into a like
And now he wants to grab her by the hair and tell her

I want to hold you close
Skin pressed against me tight
Lie still, and close your eyes girl
So lovely, it feels so right

I want to hold you close
Soft breath, beating heart
As I whisper in your ear
I wanna fucking tear you apart



...so does that explain everything?!

carly in her sleep just said "some sick part of me takes pleasure in other people's misery"
amen sista.

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